Lost

Lying in bed, lights off, eyes open, wide awake. I catch a glimpse of my phone flash, my heart races, he's replied? I grab for the handset, flip up the screen, "battery full". My heart sinks to a part of me i didnt know existed. I miss him. I love him. That lump in my throat is bigger than iv'e ever felt before, my heart aches, my chest tightens. I check the phone again, no message, no call. I flip it back, cast it aside and lay back down. Lying in bed, lights off, eyes open, wide awake...