The Physical Feelings of Heartbreak

You know that feeling, when you're running really hard in the cold, and you breathe in and you feel that burn in your throat and chest. That real, intense pain. But you keep on running anyway and you keep on breathing, of that you have no choice. This pain reaping through you right with each vital breath you take. Thats how my heartache feels.

And then that feeling, i used to get it before i raced, when your heart feels further into your chest than usual, and youre aware of the cavity of your chest and its limited capacity. And it aches as your stomache leaps and ties in knots. Only, before a race this feeling came, energized and subsided. And now, instead of being exciting, it's a constant numbing ache, which is tiresome. So tiresome and unrelenting. You are constantly aware of your beating heart and your emotions. There is no escape.